Happy Birthday Sunshine!

Today, exactly a year ago, at 11.23pm (2323 hrs), you came into our life...bringing joy and happiness...

I was both happy and sad...

Happy that I was finally able to hold you in my arms...and sad because my dad didn't get the chance to meet you...nevertheless, it was the most wonderful day of my life...

My dear Muaz...

you're the sunshine to my rain...

the joy to my sorrow...

the laughter to my tears...

and most of all...

you're the happiness of our family...

My pray for you...

may Allah bless you always...

may He guide you to Jannah...

may He protect you from evil and from every harm...

and last but not least...

may you grow to be a true muslim...who loves Allah and his messenger, Prophet Muhammad Sollallahu 'alaihi wasallam...

InsyaAllah, amiin...

Loving you always,

Mama

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Te...

how I wish that you're still here...

I bet you would laugh when I tell you that Muaz looks just like you...

I mean, just look at him...he has your hair (^^)

Whenever I look at him, I remember you...

Everyone sees you in him...

And everytime I hear them, my heart tears apart...

How I wish you could see him :(

Te...

I miss you much...
I miss your voice...
If I were to choose, I would choose to stay by your side that day...

Te...
I know that you're happy now...
Don't worry bout me...
I'm learning to let go...
I'll be strong...
Letting you go doesn't mean that I'll forget bout you...
I won't...
I'll always love you...with all my heart...
My pray is always with you...

Forever loving you...

Your lil' girl...


Najdah MH
Nov 7, 2014 @ 2310hrs

Amal's 6th BD

Celebrated Amal's 6th birthday @ McD.

Birthday card specially made for Amal

Papa Mama doakan semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati Amal...

mudah2an Amal menjadi anak yang solehah...

dan semoga Amal membesar menjadi Mu'minah Mujahidah, insya Allah...

Najdah MH

June 9, 2012 @ 6:20pm

My Boys Are Acting Out!

My day normally starts with a CRY. It's either Fathi, or Hifdzi, or both, and sometimes Amal and Anis too... they are acting out coz they are having another baby brother in a week or two. That's normal for kids at their age, too young to have a new baby. Everytime when I got pregnant, it's always the same. All they want is to get my attention.

And this morning, was the same. Fathi cried coz he wanted to go out with hubby. Hubby was working on his bike before going to work. So, he couldn't attend to Fathi yet. For about half an hour Fathi cried... and he didn't just cry, but he kicked me and bit me...

He acted out not only because he's gonna have another baby brother, but also because he rarely gets to spend time with hubby. He only gets to see him early in the morning, right before hubby goes to work. Hubby always gets home late at night, between 11-12. Sometimes even after 12. There are times when he gets home after 10. But he rarely gets home between 8-9, maybe not more than 5 days in a month, or maybe less. So, everytime when hubby's at home, all our kids would ask everything from him, and wherever he goes, they would tag along... huhuhu...

And this morning, after hubby finished working on his bike, he took all the girls to school. Then he took both Fathi and Hifdzi on a ride. Only then Fathi stopped crying, finally...

So, after hubby goes to work, things go back to normal, they both 'attack' me!... huhuhu... colours of my life.... (^^)

Najdah MH

May 18, 2012 @ 8:50am

When He Kicks...

Illustration only

The bigger my baby grows, the stronger he kicks... and most of time, when he does, it hurts, a lot, as if he was gonna kick his way out of my tummy... huhuhu...

And just like Fathi and Hifdzi, he surely kicks a lot... or maybe more... day and night... and when he kicks during night time, I couldn't sleep coz I feel his hands and feet stretching... and when he does his 'mou ying keuk', I really really need to go to the bathroom...

Sometimes I feel his kicks right through my chest. That surely hurts... also whenever he's having a fight with Fathi or Hifdzi (who kicks my tummy or jumps on it) occasionally...

Just another week or two, then he can do his kicking elsewhere, like both of his koko... hmm... maybe I'll give him a pillow... hehehe...

Najdah MH

May 17, 2012 @ 8:00pm

I'm My Bb's Teether (^^)

Illustration only

Babies who are about to grow teeth are tend to BITE. Normally we would give them soft things such as TEETHER. There are so many designs, sizes and brands out there. But I bet you won't find any 'MAMA' brand at any shop (^^).

But here, at my home, we do have a 'MAMA' brand teether... that's ME... hehehe... I've been my kids' teether right from the eldest one till Hifdzi, eventhough we do have real teethers.  The girls didn't bite as much as the boys though, and not as hurt. Till today, Fathi and Hifdzi still bite me, eventhough they already have more than 8 teeth! It won't matter if they just bite, but the way they bite me, as if I'm a chicken DRUMSTICK!... and they won't bite just once at a time, but many times... huhuhu... hurts so much....

But syukur Alhamdulillah, they only bite me, and sometimes they bite my hubby (not as much as they did me though). Some kids even bite other people or other kids! It's a relief that my kids aren't like that.

Maybe it's their way of showing protests or anger, coz they normally do that when someone irked them. Oh my boys! One day, when they grow up, I want them to read this (^^)... it's a sweet memory... one of their naughty moments....

Najdah

March 2, 2012 @ 9:30am

Aisyah Meets A Toothfairy 2

Aisyah's 2nd upper tooth

Sunday, 24th of July 2011, Aisyah's 2nd upper tooth fell off. Two days after the first one! Hopefully both her teeth grow at the same time so that it would be balanced! Once again, she met a 'toothfairy' while she was awake... and guess what did she get? A teeth... ngee (^_^)

July 28, 3:10pm

Aisyah Meets A Toothfairy

Aisyah's upper tooth

Friday 22nd of July, 2011, Aisyah's upper tooth fell off. She was preparing for her evening school when it suddenly came out of her mouth. She bleed for few seconds, and surely she was indeed crying. We've been waiting for weeks for the tooth to fall off. Finally! Seems like Aisyah met her 'toothfairy' while she was awake :P

July 28, 3:00pm

Fathi Went Missing!!

My extremely active, non-stop running-walking-jumping-climbing son, Fathi

For the 2nd time, Fathi went missing!...

Hubby took him to the surau last weekend for a gathering, along with Aisyah, Amal and Anis. And as usual, Amal and Anis went to the playground just outside the surau. All of a sudden, Fathi went missing! Normally, he would join the rest at the playground. But this time, he went out on the street! Syukur the guard saw him and took him to the post guard.

After hubby took him back, a kid told him that he saw Fathi almost got hit by a car whilst crossing the street!! Ya Allah!! Syukur the car managed to stop. Oh Fathi!! I'm so grateful to Allah for protecting him from harm... syukur....

Hifdzi's 1st BD

July 18 - Hifdzi's 1st Birthday

"Happy Birthday to our beloved son, Hifdzi... may Allah bless you always... may you grow up to be a Mukmin Soleh and also as a Huffaz... may a great future lies upon you... and may every step you take is guided by IMAN... insya Allah.... amiin amiin ya Rabbal 'alamin..."

We are proud to have you and we love you sooo much... - PapaMama, Cece 2x and Koko

I baked Choc Moist cake, Toy Story theme for Hifdzi

Sleeping baby for Hifdzi

Amal's 1st School Bag

BIG smile....

Amal : Pa, bila papa nak beli beg Amal?

Papa : Nanti papa beli...

Amal : Amal nak yang ada roda...

Papa : Yang biasa dah la Amal, yang ada roda tu berat...

Abang : Beg Amal dah rosak ker?

Ayang : A'a bang... dah berlubang dah...

Dah berhari Amal gesa suruh beli beg sekolah dia. Beg yang dia bawak gi sekolah tu yang Aisyah punya dulu. Masa awal tahun dulu, beg tu elok lagi. Suruh la dia guna yang tu dulu coz tak nak ajar membazir. Sekarang dah rosak, boleh la belikan satu untuk dia. Lagi pun, memang tak pernah lagi beli beg untuk dia. Kesian jugak, asyik amik yang Aisyah jer...

So, bila dapat beg semalam, happy la Amal... lagi bersemangat nak gi sekolah. Awal2 lagi dia dah masukkan buku dia dalam beg baru...

Kadang2, bila anak baru mula sekolah, kita rasa macam2 perlu beli. Tapi, sebenarnya apa yang perlu dibeli hanyalah barang yang belum ada atau yang dah rosak. Tak semestinya setiap tahun bila sekolah baru buka, kita kena beli beg baru, baju baru, kasut baru, semuanya baru sedangkan yang tahun lepas masih elok lagi.

Sayangkan anak bukan bererti kita perlu manjakan dia dengan kemewahan, sebaliknya kerana sayangkan anak lah kita perlu mengajar mereka nilai2 murni, eg. berjimat cermat dalam berbelanja.

Amal's 5th Birthday

This year, we celebrated Amal's BD @ Domino's. Used to love Pizza Hut, but lately, feel like Domino's has a better taste. 

Waiting for our order

yum...yum...

...and as usual, Fathi's activity... huhuhu

Befday Gurl, Amal Hayati....
to Amal;
I pray for your happiness now and hereafter...
may Allah bless you always, may you have a great future,
may you grow to be a Mu'minah Solehah also a Mujahidah
may He protect you from every kind of evil and harm... amiin amiin ya Rabbal 'alamin...
We LOVE you and we're proud to have you...
Love; PapaMama

Fathi's New Haircut!

After days of planning, finally I got the chance to give Fathi a haircut. Wasn't easy as I thought it would be... huhuhu...

Syukur Alhamdulillah he didn't cry, but he also didn't sit still....
looks more like his Papa now (^^)

Look how happy he is... hehehe

When Hifdzi sees his koko with the new haircut, he puts his hand on koko's head thinking 

"Wow... koko's head looks like mine...." ngee :P

He's Doing It Again!

Antara aktiviti yang Fathi suka - bukak seluar, then bukak pampers! All by himself! Dah lama dah dia pandai bukak sendiri. Terlalu kerap, even if baru jer lepas tukar pampers. That's why kami terpaksa pin baju dia kat seluar, konon2 tak nak bagi dia bukak la. But guess what, that didn't stop him from doing so! Thus, saya pun bukan setakat pin kat depan, malah belakang pun pin jugak. Ingatkan problem settled. But guess again, pun dia boleh bukak lagi! Supposed, logically, dia dah takleh bukak coz pin depan belakang tu! But then... huhuhu...

Lama kelamaan, dia dah faham. Dia bukak bila pampers dah penuh dan dia nak suh tukar. So, saya just pin depan jer la, sebagai syarat jer. Coz kalau tak pin, seolah2 saya bagi kebenaran untuk dia bukak. But lately, dia start balik dah. So, kena pin depan belakang semula. But still, that doesn't stop him. Aduh la.... very tiring la... kejap2 ada yang melaung "Ma..... Fathi bukak pants!..." then "Ma.... Fathi bukak pampers!..." pakai balik... tak sampai setengah jam, bukak balik. Dari pagi sampai malam ulang proses yang sama. Kalau dia boleh stick to the pampers long enough, at least sampai betul2 perlu salin, bersyukurnyer.... hanya Tuhan yang tahu how that feels.... ni pun baru jer lepas pakaikan balik pampers dia! Hopefully dia behave la... adui la.... sayaaaaaang anak mama ni! masa kecik jer naughty tau! besar nanti insya Allah rajin tolong papa mama, jadi anak yang soleh, mukmin yang bertaqwa... insya Allah...

Hifdzi : 3 Month-Old

Oct 24, 2010 @ 4:38pm

Adoi... Anak Mama Yang BOY Ni....

Fathi's daily activity... erk....

Either this.....

... or this... (on the table...) huhu...

Oct 24, 2010 @ 2:31pm

Amal's 4th Birthday

Birthday cake

Sweet princesses

Birthday gurl.... 4 years already...

Let's partay!!....

Birthday gift, bought at TESCO

Last girl standing... Aisyah stays up till midnight only to finish building up the blocks whereas Amal has already fallen asleep...

There Goes My Talcum!!

I was busy in front of my PC... didn't realize what was happening in my bedroom... suddenly, Amal came out and called me. When I turned to her, I was surprised! She got some talcum residue on her. I quickly rushed to my room... Masya Allah!! Anis....................

I remembered seeing Anis took the talcum from the table, but didn't expect this to happen coz Amal was with her...

She didn't just pour the whole bottle on the floor, but she also 'showered' Fathi!

Fathi... enjoy being covered with talcum, and eating it!

look at my boy's hair... huhu

the work of art by Anis...

even after taking shower, Fathi's hair still has the talcum's scent... huhu

Next time, need to be extra careful... otherwise, don't know what else will Anis do with the talcum... huhuhu

May 11, 2010 @ 11:50pm

Aisyah's 6th Birthday

Yesterday, March 22, was our princess, Aisyah's 6th Birthday. But we celebrated a day before coz yesterday my hubby was unavailable. We took the kids to Secret Recipe at Bandar Sri Damansara coz she said she wanted to have a cheesecake for her birthday.

choosing the cake... took quite a while coz the one she likes isn't available

Fathi, choosing a birthday cake for his 'cece'...

3 princesses... climbing the display counter to get a clear view of the cakes... huhu

Fathi, on his way to the kitchen... to help do the cleaning, as usual...

birthday cake

birthday girl, cutting the cake

yum... yum... Anis and her 'cece' are enjoying the cake while Fathi is enjoying the tour in the kitchen... huhu

with a former McD's employee who used to play with Aisyah when she was a baby...

Next in line, Amal.... she kept asking me when is her birthday coming... :)

March 23, 2010 @ 12:30pm